天空的美

2008-10-21T07:32:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary,

我决定减肥，加油!

2008-10-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary,

天空。
搭配着摩天轮，
就像命运一样
一圈又一圈地绕
向往着和幸福的约定。。

我手上的票，
是无限的爱与付出
而得到的

我不知手上的票
是否有着截止日期

只望有一天，
坐在我身边的人，
仍然永远是你。

陪我。。
欣赏着天空和摩天轮的美，
永远都不会消失。。

我爱你。。(：

2008-08-07T09:56:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary,

到不了
词:范玮琪
曲:张洪量

你眼睛会笑
弯成一条桥
终点却是我
永远到不了
感觉你来到
是风的呼啸
思念像苦药
竟如此难熬每分每秒
我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要知不知道
若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠紧紧守牢
不敢漏掉一丝一毫
愿你看到
---完---

天气好冷啊~~~
一整天都在下雨。。

我老妈又在#@&#^&$(@
说我的衣服太多，
弄得连她呼吸的空气都没有了。
-_-
我妈夸不夸张？！

不管她。
太离谱。

<恶作剧2吻>还真的很好看：)
好想快点把CD看完~~

我的姐妹们都好幸福哦。。
心里有种
说不出来，
莫名其妙的感动。。：)

我也会那样幸福吗？
自己争取吧~

我懂了，
我不会跟以前一样-
那么笨了。
不珍惜
我，也无言。
也许时间会让我们醒醒
别再浪费时间。
不用联系，
好好想想吧
大家也累了。。
我也不想的，

我，
早已把你放在我心里。

晚安：)

2008-07-24T04:31:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary,

真是气死人了。

你们辞职就辞职，
为什么要害到其他店的人？

J8两个in-charges又辞职了。
前前后后人都走了一半

偏偏你们一个个还一直拿病假，
拿Urgent Leave。
害到其他人要帮你们cover！

辞职了还耍这么多法戏。。

忍无可忍。
今天明天Rany拿Urgent Leaves，
Ron又不肯extend
太自私，不负责任。

难道你们就不可以规规矩矩的serve notice吗？

靠！

*****
又下起大雨了，
整个温度马上降低了。。

今天逼了自己在家发烂
还是忍不住，
等下就和Rene她们去吃晚饭哈。

明天Joyce会来BJ代班
只有我和她关门

还好是三八Joyce哈哈。

*****
大家都要过去Gio
祝大家好运啦
他们以为那边很好做吧？
好做的话又为什么那么多人从那辞职？
真是生在福中不知福。

*****
伍家辉 - 虽然我愿意

“我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意”

我觉得这首歌。。很贴近我的心，
我疲累的心

Promises are meant to be broken
相信每一个人都会这么说，
尤其是女生。。

什么是诺言？
在我的眼里，
诺言= 男人‘暂时’用来逗女生开心的秘方，大概过了24小时就会忘了。

但女人啦，总会把男人的‘诺言’牢记在心中。

还记得有人告诉我，
不轻易得到的爱情
为什么要轻易放弃？

但我不知道，
可能自己已经在慢慢思考
什么是值得的爱情，
什么是值得放弃的爱情。

我，变得勇敢了。
你曾让我有勇气再次面对爱情
但你从不知道你也让我有勇气面对所有伤心的事。

我开心我勇敢了，

我是个爱别人多过爱自己的人
包括家人
朋友，
还有你。。

但你却是个爱自己多过爱别人的人。

我也像每个女生一样，
曾相信诺言
相信它们的存在。
相信你说的每一句话。

但始终，
我还是得在我内心深处。。
的一个‘诺言’角落，
在你不知道第几个诺言上，
画一个X。

I know I still love you alot, but I'm afraid my heart will give up one day..

2008-07-06T11:03:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary,

刚听完林侑嘉的<伯乐>，
感触还蛮多的。。
我想大家都和我一样
不知道‘伯乐’到底是什么意思~

伯乐：

1. 相传春秋时秦国人,名孙阳以善相马著称。现在引申为善于发现、推荐、培养和
使用人才的人,“伯乐”不但指个人,还可以用于集体
2. 世有伯乐,然后有千里马。──唐·韩愈《杂说》

简单来说就是懂得‘欣赏’和appreciate的人。
歌里指的是‘爱情中’的伯乐。。
( pretty妈妈Liling和我说的。：p)

*****
伯乐

主唱：林宥嘉
词曲：彭学斌

爱你的那一个伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个然后等待著下一个
最后哪一个最让你舍不得

感谢不能让别人来说
你给过我的他们是做不到的
那时候的幸福是真的
虽然过去了我们也都经历了

释怀教育著仇恨和平劝著天下人
故事发生了便住下了不管好的坏的
你让我成长了就算是痛得值得

爱你的那一个伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个然后等待著下一个
一个个过客过得快不快乐

爱你的那一个伤你的那一个

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐

放弃了这一个然后等待著下一个
别太多过客祝你早日快乐

离开时别忘了看看眼前的人
流泪记住了还是微笑祝福著

*****
是首很好听的歌。：)
有时候，会想。。
真的有伯乐吗？

也许简单就是快乐
不必想太多。。
能拥有眼前的一切，
我也满足了。：)

我爱你。。

Goodnight~

2008-06-16T11:05:00.000-07:00

亲的Diary,

雨过天晴了
更珍惜彼此
相爱无限期
未来必坚强
左手握右手
走向未来路
必挡风和雨
以真心去爱
不轻易放弃
发，我爱你 (：

晚安~(：

2008-06-14T12:08:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary,

在ktv过夜-张智成

就把回忆灌醉
点点滴滴过去
还在歌里徘徊
勇气再多一点
就能潇洒一些
笑说我无所谓
敬昨夜一杯
今晚独自过夜
怎么我的视线
还有你的画面
既然爱要不回
在情歌里找一点安慰
***
好听的音乐一定要介绍~
从以前就很喜欢张智成的歌。。
觉得他的歌声很有感觉，歌也非常好听。
不妨听听这首。。(：
***
Rene and Xian, sis thanks for everything. I'll be alright, love you girls..
***
想离你远一点，
让你找回自己。。
虽然很不舍，
但这是唯一我能做的事。
赶快找回你的快乐吧
我会在同一个方位，
守护着你。
答应我，要快乐。。
这样我也会快乐。
Take care dear..
I'll miss you
***
晚安啦~(：

2008-06-13T12:20:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary,

40箱货，终于开完了~
到两点才回家，累累累。。
从十一点开始和Siti两个人开而已。。
蛮厉害哦~哈:P
***
明天又是我讨厌的Weekend了。。
好多好多人~整个店都爆。
Haiz.
***
头好痛，
烦恼烦恼烦恼。
未解决，
真的好烦。
只能等待：
等待太阳的出现，
等待以往的笑容。。
***
该睡啦~晚安！

I miss you.

2008-06-12T11:26:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary,

明天Full Shift啊！
我还没睡，都已两点半了。:
想blog，又不知要blog舍么。。
傻的我。
Meet了我的两位傻姐妹，
心情好多了，love you guys! (：
***
我尽力了。
I've said whatever I wanted to say,
but got a cold respond from you,
anyway, 晚安sleep tight。。
***
我想我该去睡了，
眼晴好累了。。
晚安啦~

I've really,really tried my best...

2008-05-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary,

好久没有update了=O
没机会上网啦，我两个霸王哥哥每天争用它。
还好我添了个DS，闷时可以玩。=P
***
我的好姐妹Rene刚度过生日哦~
希望你那天又玩得开心哦！=D
过一会儿我们一起去考车啦~
别但心，我相信你的Mr Right会很快和你相遇的！=)
我的姐妹个个善良美丽，我总不会错的！
Rene,友谊万岁！=D
***
明天领薪水了！
是时候我真的把钱存起来了~
王惠瑜~！！！
不可以再乱花钱了~
***
今天特别地累哦。。
不知道为什么，应该是很久没有开那么多箱货了。
好开心Siti没有离开BJ，不然我们就闷死了。
Peak season要到了，我们要冲冲冲了~！=P
赚钱赚钱赚钱！=D
***
我和阿发快五个月了~=D
虽然不像很多人的一年两年三年，
但我很开心了~=)
很开心有他陪伴着我。。
我知道未来的路很坚难，
希望你我都会为爱坚持到底。=)
别忘了我们的台湾之旅哦！=D
发，我珍惜你。。=)
***
晚安啦大家~=)

*Hope our love will continue as long as it goes.. =)

2008-04-18T11:15:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary，

首先，祝JOYCE生日快乐！
*希望你能找到属于你的幸福。(：
作天和大伙儿一起庆祝她的生日，
看得出她很感动哦！ (：
Hope you liked the present!
***
今天的心情：乌云密布
上班时幸好有Siti和慧敏~
他们让我有一丝毫的喜悦 (：
Sales好好哦，也不晓得为舍么。
放工就和Carol去运动了。(：还是很想笑啊-卡罗~
减肥GOGOGO! :D
对了，Rene今天有来Bugis~(：
Miss you sis, meet up soon!
***
我知道我又让你失望了，
你说过不会让我伤心，
但你从没想过。。我也会失望。
***

Love is the hardest thing.

*瑜

2008-04-08T07:55:00.000-07:00

亲爱的Diary，

我让大家担心了，
对不起！
可能是年纪还小；
所以不懂事。。
我学会了珍惜一切，
珍惜和彼此的每一天。。(：
希望我们的努力，
会有很好的‘成绩’！
*发，一起努力喔~：P
***
工作的环境。。
该怎么形容呢？
大家可以说是戴着面具工作吧。□秘n还有我的partners Siti, Ah Zen 他们，
不然我就要拍独角戏了。=O
没办法，这都是他们的私人事。。
我们旁人都没力气帮了。。
希望大家都不会忘记
我们一起奋斗sales的时候！
一起玩闹的时候~
还有当然帮助我和*发在一起的时候
哈哈哈：P
BJ GOGOGO~
***
拜五要和Rene,Lina她们吃火锅(：
是去Lina家DIY~
拜五见！(：
***
Brenda就在我家哈
等下和Ah Zen,Brenda去吃。。
*发，谢谢傻公！(：
出门喽。：P

*瑜-Miss you 发！

2008-04-04T10:58:00.000-07:00

亲爱的diary，

你听到妈妈的唠叨声吗？
听到爸爸的粗言粗语吗？
好想有个凌静的一刻。。
***
-Thanks Brenda and Wx for everything!
You guys made me felt much more better.. (:
***
原来人生也是一所学校，
每一堂课都比在学校里学得来得重要。。
一向不爱读书的我，
在学校里的成绩更是‘一落千丈’。
今天，我答应了自己：
一定要在‘人生’这所学校毕业。。
***
爱情到底是舍么？
它为何那么历害？
一时搞得肚子蝴蝶满天飞，
一时却恨心地把心往地上摔。
或许这就是人与人的最大考验？
我想我一辈子都无法了解。
两个不相识的人，
得同时拥有两个心房。。
并非是件容易的事。
双方都得有个大如宇宙的心房；
才不会跌得偏体磷伤。。
***
我和*发都跌了，
跌得我也搬不动他。
没胆的我，却躲在diary说话。
看似活波的我，内心却软弱没力。
身边的人都被我的外在蒙眼，
没人真正‘看见’了。
但我。喜欢看到大家开心，
扮一天的小丑都无所谓。。
***
*发累了，我害他的。。
真的很抱歉，
大家面前亮丽耀眼的*发，
永远都会带着微笑。。
我只想静静地看着他，
舍么也不说，
静静地爱着他。。
或许不耀眼的我，
才会因此幸福。(：
***
我也累了，
不安的心总是该让它休息。。
明天将会是如何？
时间能否倒转？
回到那开心的时光，
从新做那爱你的*瑜。。。

晚安了diary，(：
谢谢。

*瑜-iloveyou

2008-03-03T09:16:00.000-08:00

Lina今天产下宝宝了~
将会是个三月三日的大帅哥！
明天将会和Rene，Xian去看她。(：
真替我这个傻姐妹感到开心和骄傲~
***
这几天一直下着雨，
整个心情也像冷冷的冰雨；
被冻结了。。
***
明天做morning，
但就怎么也睡不着。
鼻子也在捣蛋~
看了医生；谢谢你阿发。(：
***
十八年来第一次，
我将去旅行了！(：
心里满满的期带；
心中无法说出来的感受。。
***
最近和阿发吵了小架，
心里好难受；
就把工作当成麻醉药。
就。。觉得自己好差劲，
永远都是。
觉得好像做什么都不对，
真的好沮裳。
什么都不想说，
变得安静了；
是害怕我的烂嘴又说错话了。。
不想吵架，只想开开心心的；
但只想说：“对不起”
希望你会给我你以往的开心笑容。。
因为。。那是我最想念的。

***
2.08am了,
吃了药，
眼晴也累了。。
晚安。
Goodnight dear.

2008-02-20T22:21:00.000-08:00

今天是我的休息日，
作天3点才到家。。
就和大哥把整间店给换了。
我足足睡了好几个小时，
在睡下去应该脑震荡了。
今天的天气感觉凉凉的，
好舒服。。
等下将去审请护照了，
一个人，总会觉得闷；
但都还蛮习惯了。
阿发和朋友们出街 (:
***
曾想过，
为舍么人总是消失或离开的那天，
旁人才会珍惜？
我看过，听过；也体验过。。
整个人都跌得偏体凌伤，
未。来。
不知道会如何？
不敢期待的未来。。
但我希望，
我的未来会幸福。。(:
***
等下我该顺便下店看看，
那边还有人会和我斗嘴。(：
Serene也剪了一头短发，
整个人都年轻起来！
姐妹嘛，早就应该有一样的发型。:P
Lina呢，就快做个年轻漂亮的妈妈。 (：
那我们呢，就快成为干妈了哈。
突然好想念小时候，
那简单的快乐。。
都是我们一起经历过的。
***
好想念阿发，
好想念那很多话的他；
好想念我们巧遇的缘分。
好想念他在斗嘴的那副嘴脸，
好想念，好想念。
好想就这样，
躺在地球的中心。。
听着海风；
想像着你，
就在我身边。。
I love you. (:

2008-02-19T10:01:00.000-08:00

(：
今天好开心。
一：能够继续待在BUGIS是我捡来的福，
希望以候Siti，我和大哥都有很好的成绩。
慧敏，别worry，我们正在想办法。(：
二：就是和我的臭阿发出街，:P
其实就很简单，
但却在简单中。。我好开心。(：
<老师嫁老大>这部电影超好笑的！
虽然很不实际，
但相信阿发都觉得他们的发音很可爱；
“妈的~”，“几够力一下~”。。(：
我也觉得很cute一下！
对了，Serene想换个发型；
将会陪她一同去。(：
而我叻。。就剪了一个kanasai的发型。 )：
还超想恋我的旧发！
没办法了，只好等它慢慢。。慢慢地长~
快3月了，时间好像过得很快。
还蛮期待我18岁的生日，(：
有了阿发，都很满足了。
但总想出国玩玩，
放个长假。。对着海风；
多放松啊~~
望着我们的摩天轮。。
但总坐不到。)：
好想直接飞去KL~
坐下景色不同的摩天轮。。
哈哈亲爱的阿发，
全靠你了。:P
你应该会杀了我，
这时候还不睡。:X
不知道这次又会在BUGIS多久。。
熟悉的地方；
熟悉的‘邻居’；
熟悉的午餐；
熟悉的忙碌空气；
熟悉亲爱的‘你’。
好想就这样放慢脚步，动也不动。。
*晚安啦~

*Everything seems simple, out of it, I've found you. (:

2008-02-08T08:32:00.000-08:00

新年快乐！
好久没有update~
近来我会选择用华语来blog，(：
会有点小小的新鲜感吧。
Haha, my blog's not dead thanks.
只是做工太忙了。)：
新年期间过了应该会有多点时间休息了。
阿发回马来西亚家了，礼拜一才会来。
反正他也不会看到我的blog，
我想说，“我想你”哈哈！
Enjoy yourself with your family dear!
好好陪你的mummy啊！(：
有机会的，有机会和你会去的。(：
Just met Serene today and yesterday. :D
We watched the Jay Chou movie yesterday, 不错！(：
Bought a cookie baking oven today at Tampines with Serene,
不要问我为舍么买烘炉。
Thanks girl, really enjoyed your accompany as usual for these days!
Anyway I missed some people too,
like my sisters Lina and Serene, not forgetting the rest. (:
Brenda! That f*cking twin of mine, chill soon!
最后还有Mr文发！(：
好了我快睡了~明天开工！)：
晚安喽！(：

*Thanks for being in my life boy.

2007-12-03T13:20:00.000-08:00

A~好累,做工好累!
Time for a rest?
Don't think so, it's gonna be X'mas and year end soon!
加油吧! (:
Zzz,再见!

P/s: 我是媒婆! Haha. 我挺你~

2007-11-21T10:11:00.000-08:00

I think I super long never use computer.

Like a 3 weeks? LOL, super busy and tired with work. Peak season that's why..

Bestie Lina's getting married! So f* excited hahahaha. Rene sent me a message in advance: No black dress on that day, only WHITE! I was so sad, no black? My god.

And I don't think I can wear a dress beautifully with a body like this lol, perhaps a dress with sleeves haha?

Full shift tomorrow~ Yes with my Ah Min and Liza again! Chionggggggggggg sales argh.

Brenda: Girl be strong ok, you are having such a hard time now I know. Time heals, give each other more time.

Zzz now! Opening and closing again tomorrow argh. Goodnight~ (:

2007-10-24T11:09:00.000-07:00

YOYOYOYOYOYO,

finally I came back to blogging. Wasn't playing my comp these few days, very nua and tired from work. Back home, watch some television shows then Zzz/ or slack then Zzz haha.

Been working alot man, and pay day's coming on Friday!!! With the incentives siol, we are so f*king happy man. Everyday at shop, counting down the days, deciding where to go for shop gathering etc. I'm so excited hahahahaha.

I'm actually planning to extend my short hair to long ones after next week, will do some research to see if it's really good. (: Thanks my dear Brenda for helping me find a good salon for next week.

Attention Rene besties, there will be ktv sessions coming up soon.. Can't wait to have fun with you girls. (:

And not forgetting our BJ team incentives gathering! Ktv or steamboat? Ktv seems so much of a better idea, isn't it? Siti got so excited that she starts planning up games for us to play during the ktv sessions, crazy siol my dear Siti hahaha.

My Everlast-smoking-kaki-aka-Fucker is leaving for NS already! Nobody to entertain me and Siti siol, not forgetting the poor Kelvin. He got no one left to talk c*ck with in his shop.. But this Fucker is really very powerful in talking crap, cannot stand him sometimes lol.

I think I'm gonna stop my post here, I got nothing more to talk about. I keep thinking about pay day hahahahaha. How?! 2 more days, 2 more days only!

*****
Replies to tags:

Miss K: Hahahaha, take care anyway pretty!

Xiu: Haha, I only started prawning this year? Expensive leh prawning lol. You forever our choco' girl, no matter eat how much junkfood also so slim.

Anonymous: Yup that's what everyone told me first, but I have to have the financial first. (:

Lina: Not bad lah my girl. (:

Chanel: :p

Hui Min: I am your friend~~~ come back shop soon hor! (And stop laughing at the prawn thing you ass lol)

Joyce: Yeah yeah thanks. Take care girl! (:

Ping: Heh? Missing out? But anyway see ya tomorrow! (:

2007-10-04T12:09:00.000-07:00

I'm back to blogging! Was lazy to update my blog lol. Fruitful day today with brother and Brenda, see ya both soon. (:

Went prawning after work with Rene, Xian and my Chanel @Pasir Ris yesterday. We caught 16 prawns in 2 hours, not bad already! Haha, super funny when Rene don't even dare to touch the plastic plate of the bait. The super big prawn that Rene caught bite my hand when I was unhooking it, ouch!

Okay, pictures up for 1247831563270 events. Haha actually not that many lah, here it goes. (: (All pictures' from Brenda, except for Lina's birthday ones.)

Just today

Thai food @Golden Mile Shopping Mall in the evening. The food is *@#*$^&$&#^ hot! Brenda loves it but brother and me don't really can tahan the spicy-ness. But overall, the food is very nice!

Starbucks @Concourse after dinner, Brenda showed her artistic talents with my chocolate sauce on the tissue paper while brother continues with his Psp haha. In case anyone don't know, my fave muffin's from Starbucks, it's called the 'US Chocolatety Muffin' I think.. It's a must to ask the person to add some choc' sauce over, It's heaven! Go try it. (:

Teoheng Ktv's right after that, and back home we go. (: See ya both sweets soon again.

Zen's birthday

Zen's birthday's celebrated @Party World Internation Building, haha the usuals are there too: Chloe, Joanne Tan, Brenda, Jane, Terrence, Leonard, Denise, Kelvin, Justina and more. Not forgetting SAN SAN Celest (Zen's sweetheart haha). Poor celest, kena forced by us to take a kiss-kiss photo with Zen! Must be happy right, my-always-funny-khaki-brother in Bugis! (:

Lina's birthday

Celebrated Lina's birthday @Indulgz Bistro, it's at the streets opp' Bugis junction. Super nice place, super nice people, and not forgetting the super nice food! The cake is fabulous! Rene bought it from Awfully Chocolate, the cakes are very chocolate-ty but not too sweet, so it really tasted very nice! Click the above link if you're interested to get one for your birthday haha.

Wonderful day with my girls, and my stupid Lina, it's your birthday! And it's mine next year hahahaha. See ya soon girls on Monday, Xian's birthday lol. (:

The-Always-Nearby-Mac'

Mac' is a all-time-favourtive for us haha. (: I've wasted the napkins for the tissue roses, nice isn't it?

Anyway I've re-coloured my hair last week @ a Korea Salon, recommended by my elder brother.. The colour on my hair is totally not the colour I wanted. ): I guess that's because everyone else in the salon are Koreans! Only one girl speaks simple English.. Was super bored down there, listening to the Korean songs from the background..

And those Korean customers chatting among themselves. I wonder how my brother managed to communicate with them. :/ And Kelvin from Everlast laughed super hard when I told him how boring I was in the salon..

4am now!!! Gonna zzz right now.. Working 2 close at my shop and relief 6 close at Marina Square.

Goodnight all! (:

2007-09-22T11:53:00.000-07:00

Just came back from work not long ago.. Supposedly I'm having 1/2 morning shift today, but that fucker Casper extend me till 5plus. F*k you! Went Vivo to take stocks back to Bugis after that, and so couldn't meet Rene today. I'll call you again girl..

Finally back to Bugis and started writing the stock count sheets, and I'm still writing right now! Finished 7 booklets at Bugis, am writing another 2 now, and thanks Yvonne for helping me with another 3. (;

Everyone's super tired today man! Huimin, Siti and I are full shifts people tomorrow! We all very high siol hahahaha. Fucking stock take.

Coffee is a MUST tomorrow. Anyway, payday's coming in another 5 days! Gonna really go for a new hair colour this time around. :D And we already hit our shop target, many many incentives next month!! Shoik~

Oh yes! Pictures not uploaded again lol. Soon people soon haha. Been busy with the large amount of work. Next week got full shifts again! ):

YEAH. Done with my stock count sheets, can sleep finally. But am waking up at 8am in the morning.. Can cry together with Huimin and Siti.

Goodnight people and star. (;

I've heard the news, I've seen thru' everything. All the best to you and her, you should have said it earlier. (; Take care!

*****
Replies to tags:

NinLaoPeh: Cb mess, lol talk cock with me on phone when was talking to Brenda. My wonderful laopeh. :D

Ping: Yeah!! But I need lots of money! Haha~

MissK: (; Take good care okay?

Serene: Love ya girl, thanks. See ya soon! (;

Leen: :D

Caiyun: Thanks girl, but I've grown fatter haha. So MANY good food in bugis~ Siti is doing great! Super fun and good in-charge. Come visit us soon!!!! (;

2007-09-20T12:14:00.000-07:00

Done uploading & editing of pictures from my phone finally.

It's 4.42 am right now.. So I'm gonna post the pictures up tomorrow haha. If not I think I'll be only able to zzz in the morning..

Afternoon shift tomorrow with my superstar team lol, Rong Quan's target for me- 5K.

He still can wish me good luck in his sms, wtf.

..That's my beloved 1st in-charge I guess lol.

Met up with bro & Brenda earlier, watched 'Just Follow Law' at their place. Movie rated 3-1/2 out of 5, hmm not bad not bad.

Okay, am zzz soon. Work, work, work tomorrow! Tired..

Goodnight peeps and star.

Life have to move on I guess? I'll keep you in my heart since I can't forget everything right now. Take good care of yourself. (;

2007-09-18T12:51:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Chloe's farewell gathering, many people were there. Had a really fun time with the "live band" members (Zen, Brenda, JoanneTan, Leonard, Terrence), we were f*king noisy with the instruments provided in Party World LOL. Even Chloe and Justina asked us to keep quiet haha.. Okay, good luck in everything you do in the future Chloe, thanks for accepting me into this company last time. (;

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST LINA! :D

Will upload the pics taken on your birthday soon. Thanks so much for everything girl, stay strong in everything you do. We'll have our 18 years old birthday parties next year haha! Love you.

Anyway, I have so many things to do next year! I have to really, really enroll in a private school. And then, after my birthday I will be taking bike lessons.. Follow by a nice holiday overseas. (; Can't wait for next year.

Shall update again, goodnight everyone and star..

Can we at least talk like friends? Like how we used to be at the very start? Do you sometimes hope that we didn't start the disaster? Well sometimes I do, cos' till then I'm still able to chat with you w/o any second thought.. I'm still trying hard to forget. And trying hard to remember the times when we're friends.. I still miss you so. What a failure I am..

I'm addicted to this song right now, will post the song up soon. (;

More than words- by Extreme

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

*****
Replies to tags:

Ping: Thanks girl.. (;

YourFather: Pa cover your bike with cover next time, lol.

Lina: Thanks girl, I love you too. Thanks for everything you've said to me that day. (;

Caiyun: Haha yeah, one day I must go down J8 and find you liao! Not ladylike ah, still very man sia me hahaha. Take care pretty. (;

2007-09-14T12:37:00.000-07:00

Tired day today man! Worked from morning to 5pm and met the girls at Indulgz Bistro.. And then we went back to our house area to slack, lastly met up with brother and Brenda at FeiFei's Wanton Mee Shop. (;

Shall upload the zilllllllllllllllions of pictures I had in my phone, I've deleted alot of songs from my phone just for the pictures today! My goodness, I really need a 1GB memory card!

Teared again when I walked the 4 bus-stops and dark lanes alone after missing the bus-stop to FeiFei's.. Those damn songs in my handphone.. Was feeling so alone at that moment. Was thinking of you again, and that makes me complete the super dark lanes at 1am.

Afternoon's shift tomorrow, am sleeping soon cos' Friendster is down with scheduled maintenance! Everyone seemed to be asleep in Msn too.

Anyway, Chloe's farewell gathering's on next Tuesday. I guess there'll be super many people going to the ktv..

Goodnight peeps and star..

Somehow I'm really not used to everything right now. Sorry.. You can put the blame on me cos' I think I'm really messing up your life to one that you really dislike. Thanks for the beautiful memories thou', I still smiled when I thought of the stupid things that you do. (;

2007-09-13T11:20:00.001-07:00

Finally, pictures!

Ice Cream Chefs.

A very deserted location, but tasty ice-cream and friendly people makes it all. (:

Super many varieties of toppings to choose from! Koko crunch, honey stars, Mars, Snickers, brownie, Hersheys etc. I think you name it, they have it.

Brenda really love her customized ice-cream I tell you lol!

Chey, my father actually ate the ice-cream before! Brenda and me thought he never try before.

Photographer: Me

Photographer: Brenda

Photographer: Me (That's father's bike)

Randoms.

Bestie and me, see ya girls tomorrow. (;

Joan and me. :D

Joan, me and Brenda. Celebrating brother's birthday..

I found a old picture from Chanel's friendster! School days, I miss the days so much. Those sleeping sessions during lessons, cheap canteen food, puppy love between girls and boys, skipping of assembly cos' of tinted hair.. Haha it was really fun. See ya tomorrow girl. (;

Your birthday celebration's tomorrow! Haha happy right stupid girl, see ya.

See how much I needed a holiday? Maybe I should really go get my passport done.. I need a break. (;

Cute picture I've found.. Reaching out for the stars. (;

Ok done.. Been long since I've update with pictures haha. A lil' tired LOL. Morning to 4pm shift tomorrow and I'm still awake.. But am opening shop with Jeffery so it's ok haha. He's another good working partner to me, since last year from Vivo City till now. (:

Meeting Rene they all after my work, photo taking sessions! Haha, I remembered we always take tons of pictures on each of our birthday..

Been thinking alot recently, am trying to concentrate at work and everywhere else.. Luckily I still have my noisy colleagues with me, they really distract me at times haha. Including Nike and Everlast people.. So distractive. :x

I've been reminiscing everything, sometimes somethings just remind me of you. I know you won't be reading my blog anyway. (: Just hope that you're happy everyday.. I'll be right here if anything happens.

Shall end here, goodnight peeps and star.

Sometimes, I'm really scare in the dark..
How I wish my star was here by my side..

2007-09-12T12:27:00.000-07:00

3.28am. I'm lazy to upload the pictures for yesterday's post lol. Shall do it another day, am wore-out and busy thesedays.

3.40am. Work's as usual today, but was damn pissed off by three old Indian men, they sounded like they want to pick a fight. F*you! (P/s: Sorry Nike people for all the noise made.)

3.44am. I felt a cold air in Msn now. Chatted with pa and Ping just now. Pa was irritated by me and went off to Zzz lol. And Ping, don't think too much ok? (; I wish there was someone to entertain me, I have less than 20 contacts online hahaha.

3.48am. Oh yah, Hui Min (aka Ah Min and Ding Xiao Yu haha) said I looked like I've lost some weight. I hold her hands and said, "Cos' I'm dieting!" Hahaha, trying hard to control my diet right now. Lost 2 kgs as weighed this morning, let's hope it will not bounce back so soon!

3.53am. Just lighted up a stick, listening to my blog's song repeating and repeating. Anyway, my sickness's almost recovered, finally. Except for those non-stop-irritating-dry-coughs-at-the-wrong-time when I was talking on the phone with the office people. I coughed like my throat is dropping off. IRRITATING.

3.57am. Estimated time left for beauty sleep later- 7 hours.

3.59am. Finally tired. Will be sleeping soon.. Oh yah, it's been so long since I saw Zen! He's on his sweet exam leave haha. My playful partner at work, always making ourselves awake by kicking each other LOL.

4.03am. Stick's finished. Am really sleeping soon this time..

4.04am. Looking at your Msn nick, I'm missing you badly. Fingers are urging to type in your conversation box, dis-allowed. I miss those late night chats in the past. (;

4.08am. Goodnight everyone, and to my star.

*****
Replies to Tags:

Leen: Will link up soon! Take care. (:

Serene: And it's really cos' of the medicine too, headaches in the morning. Thanks girl for listening to me, see ya soon bestie. (;

MISSK: Nice song, isn't it? Just that it's a lil' too sad haha. Why you and your bf? Have fun too! Take care pretty. (:

Caiyun: I miss you too! I still remembered you're the first person I talked to in Plaza Singapura when I went there to relief last year! Take care girl. (:

YourFather: CB you say go ride bike, is go sleep! LOL don't like nevermind. But must tag hahaha. See you~

Ping: I will. (;

2007-09-11T12:21:00.000-07:00

Quick updates.

Went to town and Vivo City with Rene in the early noon to get Lina's birthday present. See ya' all on Friday, and thanks for everything today, girl. (:

Met up with Mess papa and Brenda for ice cream @Ice Cream Chef's later in the evening. It's the best ice cream I've ever had! For more details, visit ICE CREAM CHEFS. (:

Pictures will be uploaded again.

Zzz soon, afternoon shift tomorrow..

Goodnight everyone and star.

(Introducing my new blog song anyway, it's sang by Avril Lavigne, enjoy!)

"When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

2007-09-10T13:58:00.001-07:00

My eyes are very tired right now, but I managed to change my blogskin and everything.

And.... Happy Birthday to Wei Xiang/Brother! I hope you enjoyed your birthday (of cos' with your love, Brenda haha)! All the best to you Bro. (: Will upload the pictures soon.

Am chatting with PaPa on msn right now, I think we are the only ones not sleeping yet cos' it's our off day tomorrow! Will be meeting Rene at 1pm @Orchard to get Lina's birthday present.. And I'm still awake! Gonna get scoldings from her if I'm late again lol.

Wanted to meet star but I was too late, he's busy again.. If only everyone have the whole world of time- the unlimited. Whatever I'm doing doesn't seems right always, I don't know why.. My two hands just doesn't clap sometimes. This is my first time, fighting.. fighting for something that is just so far, so unreachable.. Sometimes I wonder, why can't I be better than others? I'm still holding on, it's my choice. It's been 2 months I'm in this, it seemed like a 2 years to me.. Seen alot, heard alot, experienced alot and felt alot. I just want a simple someone, who really likes me for who I am, someone who really do care for me..

Thanks Bro and Brenda for the sweet companions always.

It's 5.22am in the morning now, gonna Zzz very soon.

Goodnight everyone and star,

I'll be waiting and holding strong.

I miss you alot, do you?

2007-09-01T12:12:00.000-07:00

Finally am blogging again..

Life had been busy for me past few weeks, the occupied mind and soul nearly make me lose my balance and fall.. But I'm still holding on strong.

Just got an increment in my job, thanks all for giving me so much chances in my performance.

Manpower's low these weeks, have been working like hell since. Anw, Hui Min and Yvonne's back next week already, yeah!

Life after work is the slacking times with lovely people I have around me and reminiscing times..

Anw, Zac's outing on next Friday, see ya all next week!

Well, I don't spend my weekends like I do in the past.. Simple weekends now, especially after work. Thanks to Rongquan, I finally can get a M/4 shift on next Saturday! (Which I supposed to work for a Full or Afternoon shift forever) Sorry for requesting so much on weekends for the past few weeks, thanks again.

Met up with my beaus Rene and Lina few days ago, seriously we got too much to catch up on. How's life going on and stuffs, it's like no ending. Lina please take good care of yourself, be there for you. Nonetheless my Rene, you too. No more heartstrings-tied dreams for us anymore, we got to see the real thing. That's what I've been and everyone else been trying to do so.. We'll meet up soon again girls.

My lovely peeps defined me as a stubborn freak, I really do am.

It's 3.37am right now, and I'm still wide awake.

I guess I'll sleep eventually when the message comes ringing..

I really do ****, I really do.

Goodnight all, goodnight star..

2007-07-24T13:13:00.000-07:00

Pictures up, finally.

3some' Outing.

Morning jogs with my lovely at Chanel's.

Movies with the girls.

Joan, always there.

The irritating but cute.

Slacking sessions with Brenda, Mess and Bro.

Candid shots. (Credits to Mess & Brenda)

Failed attempts to look like a REAL LADY.

Done with the clean-cut pictures.

Tomorrow's another busy day out, waking up 10am in the morning..

Wasted my first and second off-day, lucky I still had the fruity slackings.. I don't like to stay home now.

Am happy that I'm going out tomorrow finally!

Early morn' got to do something alone, then meeting up Bro to rent his car and off to get the rest of the stuffs. Prawning night and, Brenda & Isnanti's birthday celebration.

Rene: Girl, cheer up alright. You know I'm always there for you, and you too. Catch up someday.. We'll be happy women I'm sure. (: Take care my dear.

Goodnight star, I know you'll be gone.. Very soon.

I'm keeping everything, don't assume I won't..

"I'll be true, I'll be useful...
I'll be cavalier...i'll be yours my dear.
And I'll belong to you...
If you'll just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.

And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?"

- As Lovers Go [Dashboard Confessional]

2007-07-22T13:54:00.000-07:00

Resting week, finally.

My mind needs to be settle down..

Brenda & Isnanti's birthday coming up, and XL's booking in.

This week's gonna be a crazy week for me.. I guess I'm ready? (:

I should have read the rules of the game, and shouldn't land myself in this mess. I didn't expect it, but I won't give up so easily.. after so long.

Goodnight still, stars.

2007-07-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

Back.. finally. (:

Shall update real soon, got something on later.

I'm back, are you there.. my lil' star?

2007-07-07T12:17:00.000-07:00

Zillions of pictures in my phone.. And I think my cable wire's spoilt...... #&*($()@($^&#

Nevermind, shall try my cable connection again tomorrow.

So much to blog, so much to say.

Shall let the pictures do the talking, BUT.. no pictures' up yet lol.

Anw, pictures in my phone are randoms: Slacking times at Chanel's, Jogging session, The full-day trip, Supper times etc..

Will try uploading the pictures again.

Am feeling 'nothing' but tired.. Muscle cramps (regretted doing lil' warm-ups before the jog) and insufficient sleeping times. And of cos' the overwhelming working days and energy that had been used up in PWP..

Anw, our incentives Ktv gathering was held yesterday @ Party World Ochard.. Great to see the very old faces. (: Take care all! (P/s: Celestine will only get hyperactive disease after 2am lol!)

I'm trying to go on a diet AGAIN this time. Yes, I'm trying.. Hard.

Exercising every week is a must for me now.. The most saddening part is cutting down on supper. Damn those prata shops..

Dieting hasn't been a problem.. since I was as young as 14 years old? But now, I think it is a huge problem.

Wish me luck then.,

Shall end this short post here.. Dead from work today, damn tired.

Goodnight, my perfect star.

"Even the wrong words seems to rhyme."

2007-06-30T11:52:00.000-07:00

Mother fuckers!

No one bother to listen to me anyway.

I looked like a fool and I'm treated like one today, I've never felt like this before.

Goodnight stars, and fuck you.

2007-06-27T11:40:00.000-07:00

I love listening to songs when I'm alone, so if you have nice songs.. do recommend me.

Met up with Rene today at Tampines Mall, then headed to Chanel's house.. Initially was gym sessions but Rene's having a cold so it was a slacking session at the end. Anw, get well soon girl! Please eat your medicine and stop behaving like a stubborn kid.

Anw, PWP outing's postponed to don't-know-when.. Will be contacting people soon again. And off day's tomorrow.. Am going to be town kids with XL and pa lol.

I've thought of my next year's plan, get into MDIS, continue working and learn motorbike/car.

Am only having time for myself, part of my family and my darling friends. I can imagine myself studying and working full-time next year, dead ass. Alright tired right now, shall end this short post here.

Goodnight stars, even you refused to shine.

2007-06-22T09:39:00.000-07:00

Went Chanel's house earlier.. Shall update the pictures another day. They bake the cheesecake while I'm disturbing them haha. Well I did help also ok!

Didn't end up in gym cos' Rene is lazy! She complaint that she was tired waiting for me to reach.. Excuses lol! But we ended up having manicure sessions! Chanel's very good in it haha.

I want my gym/swimming sessions back some other days ok???? I seriously have alot of fats to burn, they just won't leave my body!

Anw, to Dumb, Jovin and all.. I'm really sorry I couldn't join you guys to Rendang Island (I just found out the name of it, did I spelled it wrong?)! Been tight on my pocket this month, unlucky month you see. Shall join you guys if there's a next! Enjoy okay~

Next week's pay day, I'm not very excited about it. Cos' I have to pay extra for my bad luck.. And extra for my parents! Like a total of 400 bucks next month?! How can I survive sigh.

Talked to Rene about my schooling next year and she supported me to join her in MDIS. I guess I just have to do something good for me instead of what I like.. Got to start saving money for my school fees, nobody's gonna pay for me.

Working full-time and studying full-time at the same time, I hope it won't kill me. Or the easier way, working full-time and studying part-time dip. And the other way around.. I still need to work cos' of the school fees and my expenses!

Am really working like zombie thesedays in shop, lucky to have those entertaining colleagues-friends around. (: Er humm, I do entertain them alot too.

I have a bad feeling that our team will have a major change.. XL's leaving soon, followed by Zac. I think I will be transferred and the whole team will spilt again. AGAIN and again.. It's time to guess where's the next place we are adapting to..

Anw, something refreshing from Chanel's sister, she gave us a question today when she was reading 'Her World' magazine.. "If one day you don't need men anymore, would you keep them around?"

Rene's answer a NO cos' she thought that the MRT would be less crowded without the popularity of men. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. She made us laugh like f*ck.

While Chanel and I thought the same, why not just keep them around and let them do their own stuffs. But what we read from the magazine is even more irony.. One of the women said, "Why not? We can always keep them around for sex and enjoyment! Even thou' one day we don't need men to be around to get pregnant."

Haha.. Imagine a world without men. I mean all you see are what you are! And all the children we gave birth to are females.. Scary.

Okay enough of my nonsense, Zzz soon~ Everyone's tired today.. Rest well people!

Goodnight my only star.

2007-06-20T09:22:00.000-07:00

Met up with Rene today @4pm. First we headed to Bugis for lunch and to pray for my shit luck, then to Vivo to shop. Chanel didn't managed to meet up us cos' of her projects, but we're going up her house on Friday for swimming/gym sessions, and not forgetting their cheesecake-baking session. (:

Pictures' up..

Before going out.

Don't kill me Rene..

Us in the MRT..

Haha taking pictures again.

A bestie that's always there. (:

Bought two colourful tops today. Stop calling me Blackie everyone!

Rene's, she spent fucking alot today. Her 2 Levis' jeans is still up for collection too lol. Sis, GSS makes you drop like hell.

Rene's surprised that I will actually lay my hands on these colourful tops. Haha and I better make sure I'll wear them right?

Anyway, saw Liza hot mummy finally @Vivo haha. Don't worry lah girl, I won't punch your stomache lah stupid! Do take care of yourself and give birth to a super cute baby! (:

She's working with Wadi and Weichuang today. Not forgetting the fag sessions with Issac too and off we go to continue our shopping. Home sweet home early @10 plus. See ya again on Friday girl..

The Randoms:

Cute baby isn't it? Brenda saw him outside our shop and started playing with him by showing her phone to him. But he wasn't very happy when Brenda wants to take back her phone. Hahahaha..

I miss this girl haha, took a picture with her that day when I went to MSQ..

Remember the meet-ups after payday ok. Sorry I wasn't able to join you guys to the Malaysia trip.. Do enjoy yourselves ah! Take good care..

Afternoon shift tommorrow, and I can have more sleep! Shall end my post here..

My Chemical Romance -"Disenchanted"

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all

Goodnight stars..

2007-06-16T11:32:00.000-07:00

Haven't been updating my blog lately, I'm lack of sleep! Anyway I'll let the pictures do the talking first..

Conversion of Crazy Sales shop on last Friday,

Haha look at Zac.

Lady boss, Uncle boss ran home liao lol.

Nonsense relief Leonard.

Extreme candid of XL, Zac and Felicia Mei Mei.

Class BBQ day,

Me and Chanel. (:

Me and my beloved!

Xian And Min,

I like the view..

Taken by Rene.

Rene and Chanel's..

Supper times with Pa and XL,

Ktv session with Ping, Verlin and Weiqi,

Not so nice..

Finally perfect! (:

Me and Verlin.

Anyway had supper today after work with Pa, XL, Denise and SY.. And I was caught again! Not only that, I've forgotten to take my wallet home from the table (lucky my phone was with me) . My bad luck's damn ****.. Don't wish to talk about the unpleasants anymore..

The usuals, SY forced us to play his Gunbound again haha. Damn funny when they gang up to talk cock with other players we don't know lol.

Am meeting Rene up to Bugis to pray and shop, then to Vivo and back to TM to meet Chanel.. Sweet of her to meet up @ 4.30pm cos' I need to replenish my sleeping time..

And I seriously need to go back to dieting days, I'm like so flabby EVERYWHERE. Perhaps I'll go to a gym to train or go swimming.. Easiest way, eat less or stop eating. That's what I always do in the past.. Working doesn't give me the energy to do so anymore..

Next month's gonna be a tight month for my pay..

Sleeping soon, goodnight my stars..

2007-06-09T12:20:00.000-07:00

Just came home an hour ago from the Esplanade, went to MakanSutra with Ping, Joan, brudder and their friends after work. Had the worst fried rice ever.. the nicest innnnn there was the 4 pathetic crabmeat sticks. Never will eat that again..

Shop was bad today, SY was so stressed up about the sales.. I'm super tired because of my irritating nose. I've bought 4 packs of tissue and used it all up during work.. Felicia even offer me a penknife when I said I want to cut off my f*cking nose, LOL damn lame.

Randoms:

Me and Kuku.

Acting cool ha..

Candid.

Nice view..

Joan & brudder's friends..

Kuku and brudder.

Tomorrow's morning shift, have to reach shop by 10am.. Zzzz!

Anw, I like this song much that I've set it as my message tone..

"Dancing In The Moonlight"

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get
everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get in on most every night
and when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

Goodnight my brightest stars..

2007-06-08T11:06:00.000-07:00

I think I should go Bugis and start praying.

I've been so unlucky this whole month! I was fined the second time outside my workplace today during my break-time with Joan. And I remembered the first time was few years back in Orchard.. Damn.

Lost of phone, lost of money to the HSA, fighting against my never-ending-flu nose, all the tiny weeney bits of my unlucky times.. What more will come? I think I'm down to my shits already, so please.. If you are having a very nice day, don't come near me. I might ruin your day.

Anw, yesterday was quite a enjoyable day.. Was out with Brenda and SY to Bugis, and Mess came to meet us after his work. Nonetheless, first stop was at Bugis S&K haha. Pwp team disturbs and I think Bugis staffs can't take it, LOL. Saw Bambang and Kelvin too, so all of us had dinner together at PastaMania.

What's even more coincidence is that we saw Jacky and Siyi too, chatted awhile and we went off after that. Didn't really have shopping times, more like a SG S&K outing haha. Lastly, XL join us for supper and chilling times at Mac.. had really wonderful laughs that day.

Well.. I'm really happy this month cos' I got myself a new phone to replace the lost, but I'm still angry and sad with my 99% suay-ness this month.

Anw, congrats to Samantha! Happiness found. All the best girl!

I seriously need to spend my time wisely.. Any special places to recommend? Somewhere exciting and fun? Somewhere where I could put everything down and laugh like nobody's business? If you do have, please kindly give me a call!

I'm feeling real tight this month.. I felt like I have many things to do, many thoughts to run, many air to breathe and many many many many many many unwanted stuffs to think of. So useless, I think I need to scream.

But that will not kill me cos' I still have my lovely friends and my stupid colleagues hahaha. They seriously brightened up my days.

Oh yah and I still have not get back to Angela about the trip to don't-know-what island in Malaysia. I'm still considering about it cos' the trip is almost a week! Well shall get back to her soon..

Alright, I'm still hungry even after all the digging of the junks at home. And the worst is nobody bother to cook today..

Okay, afternoon shift tomorrow, am feeling Zzz already. Shall end the post here..

Goodnight stars.

2007-06-05T11:31:00.000-07:00

Everything's done at last.. But I'll have to wait till my father's back to Sg to redeem my SIM card.

Will contact everyone when I'm back with my new phone.. Anw, bought the first hand at Fareast's Mobile Square (XL recommended me).. But aiya! No SIM card still.

And I bought a bag that I've been searching for very long! Who says one woman can't shop alone? Hahaha..

Chalet and Ktv outings next week! Not forgetting Pwp's outing too.. Chill everyone, I have to wait for the money to arrive first lol.

I think I need a new wardrobe.. I'm so full of BLACKS'.

Rene had been nagging me to wear something LADY. I don't think it suits me.. will they? I'm NOT a Tom-boy please. Just that I like to wear tees and all, haha. I can be very lady too, okay everyone! Hahaha..

Alright, shall end here. Will update on a Thursday maybe..

"I'll Be There For You"

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

[Solo]

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Goodnight shinning stars..

2007-06-03T11:44:00.000-07:00

I've lost my handphone yesterday, together with my cards and everything..

Damn, how unlucky can I be?

(P/s: If anyone's looking for me, please call the shop or PM me in msn!)

I'm going to get busy this week with all the replacement of my cards and phone..

Anw, I think I sucks big time at work.. I'll try harder and I hope there's at least someone who'll appreciate..

Sentosa trip's canceled and changed to ex-class chalet on June 11th, Ping's Ktv gathering on June 14th.. busy week!

Had steamboat with Angela and WC yesterday (the day I lost my phone), enjoyed catching up with both of them. We always have alot to talk about.. shall see ya' all soon again! Please take good care of yourselves. (:

Anw, SY's back with the PWP team.. It's good that he decided to join us again. But SY, please remember to make your decision seriously next time, ok! Hope PWP team's working happily together again..

I think I need a break, from everything that I've never experience before.. Can someone help? (:

I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice

Goodnight stars..

2007-06-01T10:58:00.000-07:00

It's been long since I've updated again..

am having a heavy flu right now.. feel like cutting my nose away!

Life's the same, work's the same, family's the same.. how I wished for something special in my life.

But work's been fun along thesedays, hope when the transfer list's out, everyone will stays..

Anw, today's a unlucky day for me. Heavy nose, sick heads, soar throats, unsuccessful service with customers, a customer who accidentally hit my head when I was doing measurement, followed by the two falling mannequins- where one hits my leg and another almost hit a customer, and lastly dropping my drink onto a mud ground after having only one thirsty slip.

Don't know why, think I'm too tired already.. afternoon shift tomorrow! Followed by a full shift.. I think I need some rest.

I'm putting on weight I guess, cos'.. I've been having supper almost everyday! But those supper and chilling times are fun haha. Anw, thanks XL and mess pa for the transport to the supper times. I appreciated that alot.. (:

Anw, there's Sentosa and Ktv outing next two weeks with my girls and my collegues. Hope I'm able to get the off days girls.. (:

And also, I've dyed my whole head to one colour last week.. bleached it cos' my blue-blacks aint' falling off. My hair's like shit now, damn dry.. I miss my long hair! Perhaps in another 2 years from now, you will see me back with my long hair haha.

Future's aimless now. In search of schools still, money is still a big problem.. how I wish I can throw all the shit down and just leave.

What will I be doing 5 years down the road? How will I look like? Will I be happy? Will life still be simple and nice?

Anw, sweetest lyric to share..

"Grow Old With You"

[Billy Idol (Speaking):] Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringing you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers would like to sing you a song
inspired by one of our coach passengers, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.

[Robbie Hart (Singing):]
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Goodnight stars..

2007-05-27T08:27:00.000-07:00

24 May 2007- Serene's birthday.

Meeting the girls & our crazy photo-taking sessions..

Looking at the same direction lol.

Can't believe we are actually wearing the Shrek headband. Wahahaha! Only exposed mine and Lina's picture, I think the rest will kill me if I post it here..

Ouchhhhhhh!.. LOL~ ( That was Chanel's idea..)

The birthday girl..

Xian Xian..

That wasn't our fingers!

Miss Macho piggyback-ing me! HAHAHA.

@Fish & Co..

The food was super yummy..!

Then the Fish & Co. staffs all went around our tables and asked Rene to stand up on the chair (cos' it's her special day!). I swear she was shocked and she couldn't stop laughing! HAHAHA. We sang her a birthday song along with the Fish & Co. crew, I bet she's happy lah from her bursting-apple-cheeks on her face. XD

A birthday card from the crew for Rene, how sweet!

After eating we went to watch the Pirates of the Caribbean, it was my first time watching this movie and my ratings are 4.5/5! Didn't rate it 5/5 cos' I didn't watch the first and second part. ): But phew, XL helped me to copy the first and second part of the movie, thanks!

Anyway Rene, I hoped you enjoyed your birthday! Love ya sis'!

Was supposed to search for phones after work today, and Rene managed to meet me and accompany me at the very last minute, thanks! I think I will get a W850i.. (which is same as Rene, she kept telling me how good her phone is, haha.)

By the way, I made a pair of specs too, will be collecting it on Tuesday. I got tested on my eyes and I couldn't read 80% of the words and numbers. I was told to wear the specs often.. If not my eyesight will be getting from bad to worst. :/

I miss the song, Boston.

Here's the song:

Shall end here, goodnight all!

2007-05-25T11:52:00.000-07:00

(Rene, let me know when u are online and send me the pictures! I want to blog about your birthday.. I can't stop laughing haha.)

Met up with Dumb and WC today at Geylang for supper.. sorry brudder and Isnanti for PS-ing you guys. I'm sorry! Cos' I didn't manage to go out with them the last time they called me..

I'm thinking many' thesedays. Can every steps of my life go as I wanted? Like, Ma had been nagging and comparing me with her friends' child. I ain't feeling very happy, I can't say much.. it's my fault after all to not study hard and behave well, mmm..

I think I'm becoming more and more pessimistic as time goes by.. what's going on?

Should I go on a shopping spree..?

Forget about it.. I think I'll be happy too by going to the beach and relax..

Anyway.. I'm looking for this song below, anyone?

"Collide"

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Goodnight to all of you-s.

2007-05-22T13:18:00.000-07:00

4am now, am sleeping soon thou' not feeling fully dead.

I'm reliefing afternoon shift at PS so I guess I have no choice but to sleep haha..

Yiping and brudder came down to workplace and we had a last minute supper just now only with Joan, brudder and his friends. We talked about schools and all, I really don't know which school and which course to study!

My most interested arts, business or even hair styling?! Or I should just retake my O'levels and just get on with Polytechnics school..

I still have a number of months to consider about that, and I have plenty of different advices from friends and collegues.. guess it's time for me to really think about it and decide on one school before it's too late.

Anyway, Rene's birthday coming on Thursday.. you must be excited sis'! Please remember to bring the bag that I bought for you. See ya' all on thursday..

Will be having her celebration @Fish & Co, followed by a movie.. Yes, the pirates show that i've never watch before. Wonder if it's nice.. and they knew I seldom watch movies (b'cos I'm very choosy about movies), so Rene.. better make sure the movie will turn out nice haha.

By the way.. should I buy a phone with my pay? I've been using my old-school phone for so long that I think I've lost touch with phone cameras and mp3. I hope it's not a waste of money to change my phone now..

Alright, I think I really have to sleep now. It's going to be 5am now.. and XL, you have just irritated me with the South Park song- Uncle Fucka. Still ask me to put in my blog.. what the. LOL.. but the song's very cute so nevermind.

Ciaos! Goodnight all..

2007-05-21T11:33:00.000-07:00

Is it my blogger's lagging or yours too?

Takes damn long to load this whole thing..

I don't know why I'm lazy to create a skin now, and so I will be using this template for the moment.

Life's been the same.. sufficient time for chilling with buds, working time stands the most still.

But pay day's coming! More chilling times of cos' haha.

Should I get K800i or? I'm still confused, which is good or bad?

Anyway, I think I should have lesser make ups, or no make ups. Cos' I looked like a ghost w/o make up now.. I think specs would be good, at least it distract my eyes away from people?

Work was great, CUTE colleagues from everywhere haha.

I learnt to pack audit rolls n claim forms finally, thanks Denise. (:

Lasalle or MDIS? Am still in consideration for next year's study plans..

Ahhh turning in soon.. afternoon shift tommorrow.

Ciaos. G'night everyone.

Random..

2007-05-05T12:32:00.000-07:00

My layout's not done yet, damn ugly lah I know.

Well, went shopping with Rene on Friday and I spent fucking alot of black tees. I got hold of a few colourful tees and place them off when I saw the black ones.. Rene can't tahan me anymore haha. Enjoyed that shopping day with her alot. (: See ya soon girl!

And my Dearest kuku ping called me the next day with her bad news. I knew one day this will happen, the pwp team will keep changing.. I'll miss you badly girl, my only talkcock-kaki in S&K pwp. Just cheer up ok? Things ain't that bad, trust me. (:

Why does work = no fun, now? Things are different now.. people expect alot from others.

But luckily I have my crazy friends/collegues around. (:

That's all for today. Goodnight!

New blog. (:

2007-05-03T11:37:00.000-07:00

This will be my new blog, peeps.

The previous one (www.butterfliesofseveredheartstrings.blogspot.com) will be deleted soon, as all my friends complained about the long blog address. -.-

Will be editing on the blog skins etc soon~

No pictures.. I supposed? Cos' I'm still using my very "old-school" phone. I have to tahan till next month to change a new phone! ):

That's all for the first post.

Take care, (: