Mother fuckers!

No one bother to listen to me anyway.

I looked like a fool and I'm treated like one today, I've never felt like this before.

Goodnight stars, and fuck you.

I love listening to songs when I'm alone, so if you have nice songs.. do recommend me.

Met up with Rene today at Tampines Mall, then headed to Chanel's house.. Initially was gym sessions but Rene's having a cold so it was a slacking session at the end. Anw, get well soon girl! Please eat your medicine and stop behaving like a stubborn kid.

Anw, PWP outing's postponed to don't-know-when.. Will be contacting people soon again. And off day's tomorrow.. Am going to be town kids with XL and pa lol.

I've thought of my next year's plan, get into MDIS, continue working and learn motorbike/car.

Am only having time for myself, part of my family and my darling friends. I can imagine myself studying and working full-time next year, dead ass. Alright tired right now, shall end this short post here.

Goodnight stars, even you refused to shine.

Went Chanel's house earlier.. Shall update the pictures another day. They bake the cheesecake while I'm disturbing them haha. Well I did help also ok!

Didn't end up in gym cos' Rene is lazy! She complaint that she was tired waiting for me to reach.. Excuses lol! But we ended up having manicure sessions! Chanel's very good in it haha.

I want my gym/swimming sessions back some other days ok???? I seriously have alot of fats to burn, they just won't leave my body!

Anw, to Dumb, Jovin and all.. I'm really sorry I couldn't join you guys to Rendang Island (I just found out the name of it, did I spelled it wrong?)! Been tight on my pocket this month, unlucky month you see. Shall join you guys if there's a next! Enjoy okay~

Next week's pay day, I'm not very excited about it. Cos' I have to pay extra for my bad luck.. And extra for my parents! Like a total of 400 bucks next month?! How can I survive sigh.

Talked to Rene about my schooling next year and she supported me to join her in MDIS. I guess I just have to do something good for me instead of what I like.. Got to start saving money for my school fees, nobody's gonna pay for me.

Working full-time and studying full-time at the same time, I hope it won't kill me. Or the easier way, working full-time and studying part-time dip. And the other way around.. I still need to work cos' of the school fees and my expenses!

Am really working like zombie thesedays in shop, lucky to have those entertaining colleagues-friends around. (: Er humm, I do entertain them alot too.

I have a bad feeling that our team will have a major change.. XL's leaving soon, followed by Zac. I think I will be transferred and the whole team will spilt again. AGAIN and again.. It's time to guess where's the next place we are adapting to..

Anw, something refreshing from Chanel's sister, she gave us a question today when she was reading 'Her World' magazine.. "If one day you don't need men anymore, would you keep them around?"

Rene's answer a NO cos' she thought that the MRT would be less crowded without the popularity of men. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. She made us laugh like f*ck.

While Chanel and I thought the same, why not just keep them around and let them do their own stuffs. But what we read from the magazine is even more irony.. One of the women said, "Why not? We can always keep them around for sex and enjoyment! Even thou' one day we don't need men to be around to get pregnant."

Haha.. Imagine a world without men. I mean all you see are what you are! And all the children we gave birth to are females.. Scary.

Okay enough of my nonsense, Zzz soon~ Everyone's tired today.. Rest well people!

Goodnight my only star.

Met up with Rene today @4pm. First we headed to Bugis for lunch and to pray for my shit luck, then to Vivo to shop. Chanel didn't managed to meet up us cos' of her projects, but we're going up her house on Friday for swimming/gym sessions, and not forgetting their cheesecake-baking session. (:

Pictures' up..

Before going out.


Don't kill me Rene..


Us in the MRT..


Haha taking pictures again.


A bestie that's always there. (:


Bought two colourful tops today. Stop calling me Blackie everyone!


Rene's, she spent fucking alot today. Her 2 Levis' jeans is still up for collection too lol. Sis, GSS makes you drop like hell.

Rene's surprised that I will actually lay my hands on these colourful tops. Haha and I better make sure I'll wear them right?

Anyway, saw Liza hot mummy finally @Vivo haha. Don't worry lah girl, I won't punch your stomache lah stupid! Do take care of yourself and give birth to a super cute baby! (:

She's working with Wadi and Weichuang today. Not forgetting the fag sessions with Issac too and off we go to continue our shopping. Home sweet home early @10 plus. See ya again on Friday girl..

The Randoms:

Cute baby isn't it? Brenda saw him outside our shop and started playing with him by showing her phone to him. But he wasn't very happy when Brenda wants to take back her phone. Hahahaha..

I miss this girl haha, took a picture with her that day when I went to MSQ..

Remember the meet-ups after payday ok. Sorry I wasn't able to join you guys to the Malaysia trip.. Do enjoy yourselves ah! Take good care..

Afternoon shift tommorrow, and I can have more sleep! Shall end my post here..

My Chemical Romance -"Disenchanted"

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all

Goodnight stars..

Haven't been updating my blog lately, I'm lack of sleep! Anyway I'll let the pictures do the talking first..

Conversion of Crazy Sales shop on last Friday,

Haha look at Zac.

Lady boss, Uncle boss ran home liao lol.

Nonsense relief Leonard.

Extreme candid of XL, Zac and Felicia Mei Mei.

Class BBQ day,

Me and Chanel. (:

Me and my beloved!

Xian And Min,

I like the view..

Taken by Rene.

Rene and Chanel's..

Supper times with Pa and XL,


Ktv session with Ping, Verlin and Weiqi,

Not so nice..

Finally perfect! (:

Me and Verlin.

Anyway had supper today after work with Pa, XL, Denise and SY.. And I was caught again! Not only that, I've forgotten to take my wallet home from the table (lucky my phone was with me) . My bad luck's damn ****.. Don't wish to talk about the unpleasants anymore..

The usuals, SY forced us to play his Gunbound again haha. Damn funny when they gang up to talk cock with other players we don't know lol.

Am meeting Rene up to Bugis to pray and shop, then to Vivo and back to TM to meet Chanel.. Sweet of her to meet up @ 4.30pm cos' I need to replenish my sleeping time..

And I seriously need to go back to dieting days, I'm like so flabby EVERYWHERE. Perhaps I'll go to a gym to train or go swimming.. Easiest way, eat less or stop eating. That's what I always do in the past.. Working doesn't give me the energy to do so anymore..

Next month's gonna be a tight month for my pay..

Sleeping soon, goodnight my stars..

Just came home an hour ago from the Esplanade, went to MakanSutra with Ping, Joan, brudder and their friends after work. Had the worst fried rice ever.. the nicest innnnn there was the 4 pathetic crabmeat sticks. Never will eat that again..

Shop was bad today, SY was so stressed up about the sales.. I'm super tired because of my irritating nose. I've bought 4 packs of tissue and used it all up during work.. Felicia even offer me a penknife when I said I want to cut off my f*cking nose, LOL damn lame.

Randoms:

Me and Kuku.

Acting cool ha..

Candid.

Nice view..

Joan & brudder's friends..

Kuku and brudder.

Tomorrow's morning shift, have to reach shop by 10am.. Zzzz!

Anw, I like this song much that I've set it as my message tone..

"Dancing In The Moonlight"

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get
everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get in on most every night
and when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

Goodnight my brightest stars..

I think I should go Bugis and start praying.

I've been so unlucky this whole month! I was fined the second time outside my workplace today during my break-time with Joan. And I remembered the first time was few years back in Orchard.. Damn.

Lost of phone, lost of money to the HSA, fighting against my never-ending-flu nose, all the tiny weeney bits of my unlucky times.. What more will come? I think I'm down to my shits already, so please.. If you are having a very nice day, don't come near me. I might ruin your day.

Anw, yesterday was quite a enjoyable day.. Was out with Brenda and SY to Bugis, and Mess came to meet us after his work. Nonetheless, first stop was at Bugis S&K haha. Pwp team disturbs and I think Bugis staffs can't take it, LOL. Saw Bambang and Kelvin too, so all of us had dinner together at PastaMania.

What's even more coincidence is that we saw Jacky and Siyi too, chatted awhile and we went off after that. Didn't really have shopping times, more like a SG S&K outing haha. Lastly, XL join us for supper and chilling times at Mac.. had really wonderful laughs that day.

Well.. I'm really happy this month cos' I got myself a new phone to replace the lost, but I'm still angry and sad with my 99% suay-ness this month.

Anw, congrats to Samantha! Happiness found. All the best girl!

I seriously need to spend my time wisely.. Any special places to recommend? Somewhere exciting and fun? Somewhere where I could put everything down and laugh like nobody's business? If you do have, please kindly give me a call!

I'm feeling real tight this month.. I felt like I have many things to do, many thoughts to run, many air to breathe and many many many many many many unwanted stuffs to think of. So useless, I think I need to scream.

But that will not kill me cos' I still have my lovely friends and my stupid colleagues hahaha. They seriously brightened up my days.

Oh yah and I still have not get back to Angela about the trip to don't-know-what island in Malaysia. I'm still considering about it cos' the trip is almost a week! Well shall get back to her soon..

Alright, I'm still hungry even after all the digging of the junks at home. And the worst is nobody bother to cook today..

Okay, afternoon shift tomorrow, am feeling Zzz already. Shall end the post here..

Goodnight stars.

Everything's done at last.. But I'll have to wait till my father's back to Sg to redeem my SIM card.

Will contact everyone when I'm back with my new phone.. Anw, bought the first hand at Fareast's Mobile Square (XL recommended me).. But aiya! No SIM card still.

And I bought a bag that I've been searching for very long! Who says one woman can't shop alone? Hahaha..

Chalet and Ktv outings next week! Not forgetting Pwp's outing too.. Chill everyone, I have to wait for the money to arrive first lol.

I think I need a new wardrobe.. I'm so full of BLACKS'.

Rene had been nagging me to wear something LADY. I don't think it suits me.. will they? I'm NOT a Tom-boy please. Just that I like to wear tees and all, haha. I can be very lady too, okay everyone! Hahaha..

Alright, shall end here. Will update on a Thursday maybe..

"I'll Be There For You"

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

[Solo]

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Goodnight shinning stars..

I've lost my handphone yesterday, together with my cards and everything..

Damn, how unlucky can I be?

(P/s: If anyone's looking for me, please call the shop or PM me in msn!)

I'm going to get busy this week with all the replacement of my cards and phone..

Anw, I think I sucks big time at work.. I'll try harder and I hope there's at least someone who'll appreciate..

Sentosa trip's canceled and changed to ex-class chalet on June 11th, Ping's Ktv gathering on June 14th.. busy week!

Had steamboat with Angela and WC yesterday (the day I lost my phone), enjoyed catching up with both of them. We always have alot to talk about.. shall see ya' all soon again! Please take good care of yourselves. (:

Anw, SY's back with the PWP team.. It's good that he decided to join us again. But SY, please remember to make your decision seriously next time, ok! Hope PWP team's working happily together again..

I think I need a break, from everything that I've never experience before.. Can someone help? (:

I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice

Goodnight stars..

It's been long since I've updated again..

am having a heavy flu right now.. feel like cutting my nose away!

Life's the same, work's the same, family's the same.. how I wished for something special in my life.

But work's been fun along thesedays, hope when the transfer list's out, everyone will stays..

Anw, today's a unlucky day for me. Heavy nose, sick heads, soar throats, unsuccessful service with customers, a customer who accidentally hit my head when I was doing measurement, followed by the two falling mannequins- where one hits my leg and another almost hit a customer, and lastly dropping my drink onto a mud ground after having only one thirsty slip.

Don't know why, think I'm too tired already.. afternoon shift tomorrow! Followed by a full shift.. I think I need some rest.

I'm putting on weight I guess, cos'.. I've been having supper almost everyday! But those supper and chilling times are fun haha. Anw, thanks XL and mess pa for the transport to the supper times. I appreciated that alot.. (:

Anw, there's Sentosa and Ktv outing next two weeks with my girls and my collegues. Hope I'm able to get the off days girls.. (:

And also, I've dyed my whole head to one colour last week.. bleached it cos' my blue-blacks aint' falling off. My hair's like shit now, damn dry.. I miss my long hair! Perhaps in another 2 years from now, you will see me back with my long hair haha.

Future's aimless now. In search of schools still, money is still a big problem.. how I wish I can throw all the shit down and just leave.

What will I be doing 5 years down the road? How will I look like? Will I be happy? Will life still be simple and nice?

Anw, sweetest lyric to share..

"Grow Old With You"

[Billy Idol (Speaking):] Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringing you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers would like to sing you a song
inspired by one of our coach passengers, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.

[Robbie Hart (Singing):]
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Goodnight stars..