Just came back from work not long ago.. Supposedly I'm having 1/2 morning shift today, but that fucker Casper extend me till 5plus. F*k you! Went Vivo to take stocks back to Bugis after that, and so couldn't meet Rene today. I'll call you again girl..

Finally back to Bugis and started writing the stock count sheets, and I'm still writing right now! Finished 7 booklets at Bugis, am writing another 2 now, and thanks Yvonne for helping me with another 3. (;

Everyone's super tired today man! Huimin, Siti and I are full shifts people tomorrow! We all very high siol hahahaha. Fucking stock take.

Coffee is a MUST tomorrow. Anyway, payday's coming in another 5 days! Gonna really go for a new hair colour this time around. :D And we already hit our shop target, many many incentives next month!! Shoik~

Oh yes! Pictures not uploaded again lol. Soon people soon haha. Been busy with the large amount of work. Next week got full shifts again! ):

YEAH. Done with my stock count sheets, can sleep finally. But am waking up at 8am in the morning.. Can cry together with Huimin and Siti.

Goodnight people and star. (;

I've heard the news, I've seen thru' everything. All the best to you and her, you should have said it earlier. (; Take care!

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Replies to tags:

NinLaoPeh: Cb mess, lol talk cock with me on phone when was talking to Brenda. My wonderful laopeh. :D

Ping: Yeah!! But I need lots of money! Haha~

MissK: (; Take good care okay?

Serene: Love ya girl, thanks. See ya soon! (;

Leen: :D

Caiyun: Thanks girl, but I've grown fatter haha. So MANY good food in bugis~ Siti is doing great! Super fun and good in-charge. Come visit us soon!!!! (;

Done uploading & editing of pictures from my phone finally.

It's 4.42 am right now.. So I'm gonna post the pictures up tomorrow haha. If not I think I'll be only able to zzz in the morning..

Afternoon shift tomorrow with my superstar team lol, Rong Quan's target for me- 5K.

He still can wish me good luck in his sms, wtf.

..That's my beloved 1st in-charge I guess lol.

Met up with bro & Brenda earlier, watched 'Just Follow Law' at their place. Movie rated 3-1/2 out of 5, hmm not bad not bad.

Okay, am zzz soon. Work, work, work tomorrow! Tired..

Goodnight peeps and star.

Life have to move on I guess? I'll keep you in my heart since I can't forget everything right now. Take good care of yourself. (;

Just came back from Chloe's farewell gathering, many people were there. Had a really fun time with the "live band" members (Zen, Brenda, JoanneTan, Leonard, Terrence), we were f*king noisy with the instruments provided in Party World LOL. Even Chloe and Justina asked us to keep quiet haha.. Okay, good luck in everything you do in the future Chloe, thanks for accepting me into this company last time. (;

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST LINA! :D

Will upload the pics taken on your birthday soon. Thanks so much for everything girl, stay strong in everything you do. We'll have our 18 years old birthday parties next year haha! Love you.

Anyway, I have so many things to do next year! I have to really, really enroll in a private school. And then, after my birthday I will be taking bike lessons.. Follow by a nice holiday overseas. (; Can't wait for next year.

Shall update again, goodnight everyone and star..

Can we at least talk like friends? Like how we used to be at the very start? Do you sometimes hope that we didn't start the disaster? Well sometimes I do, cos' till then I'm still able to chat with you w/o any second thought.. I'm still trying hard to forget. And trying hard to remember the times when we're friends.. I still miss you so. What a failure I am..

I'm addicted to this song right now, will post the song up soon. (;

More than words- by Extreme

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

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Replies to tags:

Ping: Thanks girl.. (;

YourFather: Pa cover your bike with cover next time, lol.

Lina: Thanks girl, I love you too. Thanks for everything you've said to me that day. (;

Caiyun: Haha yeah, one day I must go down J8 and find you liao! Not ladylike ah, still very man sia me hahaha. Take care pretty. (;

Tired day today man! Worked from morning to 5pm and met the girls at Indulgz Bistro.. And then we went back to our house area to slack, lastly met up with brother and Brenda at FeiFei's Wanton Mee Shop. (;

Shall upload the zilllllllllllllllions of pictures I had in my phone, I've deleted alot of songs from my phone just for the pictures today! My goodness, I really need a 1GB memory card!

Teared again when I walked the 4 bus-stops and dark lanes alone after missing the bus-stop to FeiFei's.. Those damn songs in my handphone.. Was feeling so alone at that moment. Was thinking of you again, and that makes me complete the super dark lanes at 1am.

Afternoon's shift tomorrow, am sleeping soon cos' Friendster is down with scheduled maintenance! Everyone seemed to be asleep in Msn too.

Anyway, Chloe's farewell gathering's on next Tuesday. I guess there'll be super many people going to the ktv..

Goodnight peeps and star..

Somehow I'm really not used to everything right now. Sorry.. You can put the blame on me cos' I think I'm really messing up your life to one that you really dislike. Thanks for the beautiful memories thou', I still smiled when I thought of the stupid things that you do. (;

Finally, pictures!

Ice Cream Chefs.

A very deserted location, but tasty ice-cream and friendly people makes it all. (:

Super many varieties of toppings to choose from! Koko crunch, honey stars, Mars, Snickers, brownie, Hersheys etc. I think you name it, they have it.

Brenda really love her customized ice-cream I tell you lol!

Chey, my father actually ate the ice-cream before! Brenda and me thought he never try before.

Photographer: Me

Photographer: Brenda

Photographer: Me (That's father's bike)

Randoms.

Bestie and me, see ya girls tomorrow. (;

Joan and me. :D

Joan, me and Brenda. Celebrating brother's birthday..

I found a old picture from Chanel's friendster! School days, I miss the days so much. Those sleeping sessions during lessons, cheap canteen food, puppy love between girls and boys, skipping of assembly cos' of tinted hair.. Haha it was really fun. See ya tomorrow girl. (;

Your birthday celebration's tomorrow! Haha happy right stupid girl, see ya.

See how much I needed a holiday? Maybe I should really go get my passport done.. I need a break. (;

Cute picture I've found.. Reaching out for the stars. (;

Ok done.. Been long since I've update with pictures haha. A lil' tired LOL. Morning to 4pm shift tomorrow and I'm still awake.. But am opening shop with Jeffery so it's ok haha. He's another good working partner to me, since last year from Vivo City till now. (:

Meeting Rene they all after my work, photo taking sessions! Haha, I remembered we always take tons of pictures on each of our birthday..

Been thinking alot recently, am trying to concentrate at work and everywhere else.. Luckily I still have my noisy colleagues with me, they really distract me at times haha. Including Nike and Everlast people.. So distractive. :x

I've been reminiscing everything, sometimes somethings just remind me of you. I know you won't be reading my blog anyway. (: Just hope that you're happy everyday.. I'll be right here if anything happens.

Shall end here, goodnight peeps and star.

Sometimes, I'm really scare in the dark..
How I wish my star was here by my side..

3.28am. I'm lazy to upload the pictures for yesterday's post lol. Shall do it another day, am wore-out and busy thesedays.

3.40am. Work's as usual today, but was damn pissed off by three old Indian men, they sounded like they want to pick a fight. F*you! (P/s: Sorry Nike people for all the noise made.)

3.44am. I felt a cold air in Msn now. Chatted with pa and Ping just now. Pa was irritated by me and went off to Zzz lol. And Ping, don't think too much ok? (; I wish there was someone to entertain me, I have less than 20 contacts online hahaha.

3.48am. Oh yah, Hui Min (aka Ah Min and Ding Xiao Yu haha) said I looked like I've lost some weight. I hold her hands and said, "Cos' I'm dieting!" Hahaha, trying hard to control my diet right now. Lost 2 kgs as weighed this morning, let's hope it will not bounce back so soon!

3.53am. Just lighted up a stick, listening to my blog's song repeating and repeating. Anyway, my sickness's almost recovered, finally. Except for those non-stop-irritating-dry-coughs-at-the-wrong-time when I was talking on the phone with the office people. I coughed like my throat is dropping off. IRRITATING.

3.57am. Estimated time left for beauty sleep later- 7 hours.

3.59am. Finally tired. Will be sleeping soon.. Oh yah, it's been so long since I saw Zen! He's on his sweet exam leave haha. My playful partner at work, always making ourselves awake by kicking each other LOL.

4.03am. Stick's finished. Am really sleeping soon this time..

4.04am. Looking at your Msn nick, I'm missing you badly. Fingers are urging to type in your conversation box, dis-allowed. I miss those late night chats in the past. (;

4.08am. Goodnight everyone, and to my star.

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Replies to Tags:

Leen: Will link up soon! Take care. (:

Serene: And it's really cos' of the medicine too, headaches in the morning. Thanks girl for listening to me, see ya soon bestie. (;

MISSK: Nice song, isn't it? Just that it's a lil' too sad haha. Why you and your bf? Have fun too! Take care pretty. (:

Caiyun: I miss you too! I still remembered you're the first person I talked to in Plaza Singapura when I went there to relief last year! Take care girl. (:

YourFather: CB you say go ride bike, is go sleep! LOL don't like nevermind. But must tag hahaha. See you~

Ping: I will. (;

Quick updates.

Went to town and Vivo City with Rene in the early noon to get Lina's birthday present. See ya' all on Friday, and thanks for everything today, girl. (:

Met up with Mess papa and Brenda for ice cream @Ice Cream Chef's later in the evening. It's the best ice cream I've ever had! For more details, visit ICE CREAM CHEFS. (:

Pictures will be uploaded again.

Zzz soon, afternoon shift tomorrow..

Goodnight everyone and star.

(Introducing my new blog song anyway, it's sang by Avril Lavigne, enjoy!)

"When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

My eyes are very tired right now, but I managed to change my blogskin and everything.

And.... Happy Birthday to Wei Xiang/Brother! I hope you enjoyed your birthday (of cos' with your love, Brenda haha)! All the best to you Bro. (: Will upload the pictures soon.

Am chatting with PaPa on msn right now, I think we are the only ones not sleeping yet cos' it's our off day tomorrow! Will be meeting Rene at 1pm @Orchard to get Lina's birthday present.. And I'm still awake! Gonna get scoldings from her if I'm late again lol.

Wanted to meet star but I was too late, he's busy again.. If only everyone have the whole world of time- the unlimited. Whatever I'm doing doesn't seems right always, I don't know why.. My two hands just doesn't clap sometimes. This is my first time, fighting.. fighting for something that is just so far, so unreachable.. Sometimes I wonder, why can't I be better than others? I'm still holding on, it's my choice. It's been 2 months I'm in this, it seemed like a 2 years to me.. Seen alot, heard alot, experienced alot and felt alot. I just want a simple someone, who really likes me for who I am, someone who really do care for me..

Thanks Bro and Brenda for the sweet companions always.

It's 5.22am in the morning now, gonna Zzz very soon.

Goodnight everyone and star,

I'll be waiting and holding strong.

I miss you alot, do you?

Finally am blogging again..

Life had been busy for me past few weeks, the occupied mind and soul nearly make me lose my balance and fall.. But I'm still holding on strong.

Just got an increment in my job, thanks all for giving me so much chances in my performance.

Manpower's low these weeks, have been working like hell since. Anw, Hui Min and Yvonne's back next week already, yeah!

Life after work is the slacking times with lovely people I have around me and reminiscing times..

Anw, Zac's outing on next Friday, see ya all next week!

Well, I don't spend my weekends like I do in the past.. Simple weekends now, especially after work. Thanks to Rongquan, I finally can get a M/4 shift on next Saturday! (Which I supposed to work for a Full or Afternoon shift forever) Sorry for requesting so much on weekends for the past few weeks, thanks again.

Met up with my beaus Rene and Lina few days ago, seriously we got too much to catch up on. How's life going on and stuffs, it's like no ending. Lina please take good care of yourself, be there for you. Nonetheless my Rene, you too. No more heartstrings-tied dreams for us anymore, we got to see the real thing. That's what I've been and everyone else been trying to do so.. We'll meet up soon again girls.

My lovely peeps defined me as a stubborn freak, I really do am.

It's 3.37am right now, and I'm still wide awake.

I guess I'll sleep eventually when the message comes ringing..

I really do ****, I really do.

Goodnight all, goodnight star..